A new feeling.

A new feeling.

She was quite sure that love is eternal. She grew up reading fantasies, romances. Starting on a wrong foot wouldn't stop her from believing in happy endings. A wrong person wouldn't stop her from finding a right person. She loved love stories. She wished to live one. She was not going to be depressed about what happened. She's not going to dwell on the past. She will live in the present. She will cherish every moment of her life.

She believed in beauty. Not as in the outer beauty as defined by the society. But in inner beauty. A beauty that cannot grow old. A beauty that is eternal. A beauty she wishes to fall in love with. The beauty in sharing the last piece of a favourite chocolate. The beauty in the contagiousness of a smile. Of a laughter. The beauty in the sparkles in the eyes when people speak about their passions. The beauty in accepting the truth elegantly. The beauty in learning from failures. The beauty in yearning for cuddles from dear ones. The beauty in trying for everyone's happiness. The beauty in humanity. In kindness. In spreading love. The beauty in the belief that everything has beauty in it. The beauty in the belief that every atom on and of this earth has beauty.

She was determined not to let an incidence - a bad incidence, which taught her good, snatch away the happiness she got from looking at the positive side of people. Of situations. Of everything. As she moved forward with this determination, she found A NEW FEELING. A feeling that was beautiful. A feeling which was warmth. A feeling of success. A success which she received after fighting her own demons. A feeling which was energy. An energy which radiated from her. An energy which people received from her.

Yes. A new feeling, that'd take her ahead.

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